Sitting in the tub soaking all the toxins out (hopefully) and reflecting on all 2013 brought to our table.
The year started a bit slow. Our income wasn't what we needed to survive and we had just moved but we got through it.
Then the summer hours at the restaurant took a toll but once again we got through.
Sir and I are good at that getting through stuff. However getting through it has been taking a serious toll.
Sir and I are hardly intimate, we fought over silly stuff, we felt alone and unwanted. It was getting sad and hard to find a reason to be married.
Then one sunny day Sir sent me a message. A message that would change our lives forever.
A message I will cherish forever. Sir asked me if I would be interested in being tied down during sex.
That opened the door to a D/s lifestyle we didn't know we wanted.
We are a little over a month into it and it's changed our connection completely.
I am more honest with Sir. I am becoming more of the women I have wanted to be but never knew how.
It fills me with so much joy to please Sir even if at first I am hesitant.
I am still learning to clear out the vanilla thoughts.
I don't know why it took so long to get here but I am glad we are here.
I am so excited for what the future holds. :)
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